How beautiful it sounds when someone says i'm missing you.. when someone says i had nobody to turn to so i turned to you..i was knew that you are the only one whom i can look back to and will not let me down..i was feeling low.. and knew talking to you can uplift my spirits even if you talk for few seconds.. it's really a brilliant feeling when you see someone considers you this much importance..
Of course Sonu you can call me anytime.. wake me from deep sleep and say .. wanna talk to you.. i will be happy to hear you out little girl..
I'm glad that Sonu felt so.... i just am glad.. and what i like about her is that she says everything with so assurance in her voice.. i do remember when she was in Bangalore.. she called up and said I'm missing you.. actually i messaged her just a good night message and in turn she called up and said "m missing you Prachi.. and then after talking a while she bid goodnight to me.. then white light flashes on my mobile and the message said.. do good night messages regularly.. i love reading them.. today i have so many reasons to be glad of..
Till date she was in Delhi never on new year i had been alone.. 2006 was the last new year eve.. and count down night that we spent together..
and then never my new years went good..
i remember in 2003 or 04.. i don't remember exactly.. it was raining on the night of 31st Dec.. star gold was showing Titanic and we both set out for evening masti to Lal Quarter..
back at home....coke, pop corns, "mungfali-revri-gazzak" and "razai".. room heater.. and all of us .. me.. sonu.. ma.. papa.. pinku.. cheena.. in one razai.. and sab khane peene ka saman in the middle and watching new year programs..and later in night we danced.. in PJs.. ohh what great fun we had..
whole night dancing .. and then we flung our bodies on bed.. and after some efforts and fights with Pinku.. made him switched off lights of our room and shut the door behind..
and then we girls cuddled together and drowned down into deep slumber..
It was amazing.. we're still in college..
and lo! i forgot that first CP trip .. that was the first time we both girls went to Connaught Place (CP) for first time on our own.. each saying at home .. she know all routes.. hahahaha and none of us knew any route.. just got on to the bus.. (as far as i can force my memory it was 317) and went for adventure.. spent whole money in purchasing room posters, trinkets, and several other useless things.. and later on the way devised plans what to say at home for getting late..
we're simply crazy for room posters..ice creams on chilling December nights.. golgappe..night walks..late night girlie talks and Sonu's statement that "I'm romantic kind of person and Prachi you are not.." i still wonder why she felt so...but this hardly mattered to me..in those days .. and even today..
and yeah how can i forget tradition of dress exchanges..i was real crazy for her purple top... and she was crazy for every dress of mine.. jab aati tab ek utha kar bhaag jaati..
pehle i was little fat and she was lean.. then i got lean.. reduced about 8 kgs.. and became equal to her.. and then she gained weight.. and finally things balanced in between us and both could use each other's dresses...
aur woh Pinni banwana aunty ke sath..
i miss those wonderful days.. i wish i could get them back.. i want to live in my past ..
one which had good memories...