Saturday, December 13, 2008
Now You Have Tasted Love's Sweet Wine
Thread that starts from simple "HELLO" trails along the path of whole life if tended with utmost love and care. You never know when all of a sudden someone becomes too special for you and without even knocking at the doorstep of your heart creeps into it silently and makes a home there. One day a name… name strange for ears but beautiful to lips rings out and lo! There you get settled …this very name keeps swaying around you until it embraces your whole self into its whirlpool. You know what it is? It is what we call Love.
Love – simple four letter words with diversified meanings and implications. You love your mum, dad, siblings, friends, teachers, fellow humans then why this simple word becomes too special and big in its essence when used in context of this someone who has just swept you off your feet?
Somewhere it is written, in a holy text of Hindus that there is only one relation in this whole world- relation of a man with a woman and rest are mere trailers. Rightly said, at the end of the day what man needs is woman and vice versa. They are incomplete without each other like ocean without water; sky without clouds, earth without soil.
You must have seen many people going around in the pursuit of right man and right woman but of no avail. It comes and makes it presence felt when you are really not prepared and that too in a very ordinary fashion; not the way you would have imagined like I’ll attend some function and will spot someone who will take my breath away/ some friend, though we keep fighting one day will fall for each other as shown in Yash Chopra flicks. No, it comes on its own; it’s that wild and untamed force to which you can never resist. It comes for everyone depends how long one take to recognize it.
It makes you feel good, makes you feel beautiful, makes you feel vulnerable; keeps you entranced, enchanted. It gives hell lot of pain but ask lovers and they will tell you- pains are the very nectar of the love that springs in the hearts of two beings…It seems one lifetime is not enough to be with this someone.
Love has its impression full in emotional/physical/social/psychological sense . If you love someone then have guts to be for that person whole of your life irrespective of what creed/color/nature/race/religion it belongs to.
When you love someone then you learn the most important lesson of life- Self Sacrifice!
Love selflessly and see what immense pleasure you will feel.
Nanny! I have always been worried about this girl. Never opens up, lots of things her heavy thoughts laden eyes says but her lips never move to formulate words that my ears could listen. My heart used to ache seeing her alone. You know what it’s necessary to have someone to turn to in your life. When everywhere it is haze and just a look from your lover makes world seems like Eden again with clear view. There should be someone to tell you how beautiful your dark kohled eyes are; there was a need of someone to quip and roll into laughter seeing you making faces when irritated. There is always a need for someone who can tell you oh my princess you are the best thing that has ever happened to me in this life. It is necessary to feel like a sleeping beauty waiting for a prince charming to come and wake you up from deep slumber of loneliness.
Someone who can introduce you to yourself; who can tell you who exactly you are. Let you know how many diamonds worth you have? Can say oh Rakhi why you keep pretending that you are an adamant,strong, and self confident girl who doesn't need anyone. You too need someone in front of whom you can freely show your tender self honey.
Life becomes worth living. Every thing around in this world takes beautiful and colorful meanings. Seems some music is in air…It is necessary to feel someone’s arm around your shoulder so that your neck doesn’t get hurt while tilting. There should be an arm to tug into while walking down the lane. There should be someone in front of whom you can be what you are. I used to feel that void….that space empty in your life Nanny dearest.
I wake up at 3:30 am Was too uneasy, felt as if something is happening and knew not what. I was curious knew not why? Then around 4-4:30 am you called up and I was really not surprised. You must have noticed that there was no sense of alarm in my voice as if this was what my unconscious self was waiting for. You were sounding ecstatic, out of senses… hahahaha believe me Nanny how eagerly I waited for this moment… I’m your friend or may be I don’t have words to describe our relationship anymore honey. I am so much happy for you.
I was happy that moment but more than that I was at peace. My heart got that satisfaction I was yearning for. You know Nanny, even if this feeling is for short while it brings heavenly hues in your life.. and I could imagine you dressed in magical hues already.
You know what Nanny you were sounding like a kid who is too happy after receiving her most wished for gift on Christmas. How swiftly words were flowing out of your heart with no pauses. It seemed if you will never stop; you will will really never have enough of talking.... I know how good it feels to have someone round who is equal to you in all rational and emotional sense and emitting back that same pleasure which you are feeling in his presence. Finally! It happened to you..
God Bless You
Love you loadzzzz!!
Amor Fati !!