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Thursday, October 23, 2008

unspelled...

It's a screwed min of mine that keeps troubling me.. now again it's in search of solace.. haah.. it is always if i am to speak honestly. But, now i'm tired from so many things.. i don't want myself to be strained any more an just want to run away.. to far far lands of my imagination.. where i cannot catch sight of any mortal soul.. phew mortals are not to be near me .. since, in any case they will leave me one day.. then why be at all...

I have loved... the day i saw... being loved... the day ...seen... why this tension.. why this.... hesitation.. why this indifference.. why being stiffened towards each other... why acting as a stranger towards each other impulses.. needs.. feelings.... i have reason.. have reason.. 'm not saying no.. then why... this longing.. staining us apart.... i can feel that rift now and then.. too see that sense that tries to fill at times but i step back.. and when i try to fill... steps back... haah.. why all this... can't ignore.. and that too when in reach... cannot be ignored when 'm in reach...