Not bad, though generating negative responses still it's a beginning after all. May be i can reach some point where there will be sweet music flowing from every word i scribble. But, i am not here to make music or please someone. I'm here to write whatever comes in my mind so that nothing goes unrecorded in this lifetime. Let my progeny have all the accounts of my life with them . I may not turn to become someone big shot with great social profile. I'll be something at least!
Last night when i closed my eyes to this world i felt something going moist deep down in the chores of my heart. There was someone crying bitterly to come up to the surface and breath easy. Why isn't that breathing easy? What's the matter? What ails thee?
I usually notice myself humming that song... "main zindagi ka sath nibhata chala gaya/main fikra ko dhuen mein udata chala gaya/barabdiyon ka shok manana fizul tha/ barbadiyon ka jashn manata chala gaya."
One day i got tired of humming this song anymore since nothing seems to work out . I was losing myself and losing all those beautiful moments that could have been lived happily without much tensions brewing up in my mind.